I sat down in meditation
To write this letter to you
Just as you sent Apostles
To write letters and minister
Your word to the people.
Due to my lack of knowledge
I might insult you
Yet it’s not my will to do so
But I have questions I want answered.
Maybe the lack of knowledge
Will flee from me like the devil
When my questions are answered.
First I want to thank you
For giving me this opportunity
To offload my mind on this paper.
My heart is bleeding
For I am hurt inside with passion
But it no longer surprises earth inhabitants
For pain never goes out of fashion.
You threw Lucifer on this earth
For it was not worthy for him to live in heaven.
Why did you permit us to live with this monster,
When you could not live with him?
You brought a coward in our midst,
He is older than any human being
But keeps fighting us instead
Of fighting with angel Michael.
Please tell him to pick someone of his own size.
You told us to love our enemies.
The fact that Lucifer still exists
Shows you still love him too
But it’s still hard for me to love my enemies.
I can treat them well but I don’t know
How to jail break my heart and love them.
You talked to Abraham directly
You talked to Moses directly
I also want to ask you Lord,
Can you talk to me every day?
Can you visit me in my house,
And discuss with me while drinking tea,
Just as you did to Abraham
While talking to him in the tent.
Abraham is known for his faith in you,
I am wondering, how could he not have faith
When he spoke to you directly?
How could he even doubt you,
When you were his companion.
I believe I can have that level of faith
When I talk to you every day.
I don’t want to doubt
True prophets you send today
For you would have told me about them.
It easier to insult the anointed
For we don’t know whom you send
Yet if we believe that
Every prophet is sent by you
We can fall into Lucifer’s arms.
You sent Jesus as our Savior
He never needed faith because he knew you.
There was no reason he had to believe in you
For he bragged that he had knowledge about your kingdom
Look at us in the 21st century,
We are clueless because we were not there
When you made this creation with your Son.
We are still screaming today that Jesus is the Messiah.
All I need is you, all I want is you.
I am seeking your kingdom
Just as Solomon asked for wisdom.
In Jesus Christ I believe that
I can be delivered from evil.
Don’t leave me to perish because I lack wisdom.
Be with me as I intercede for other people
For I want them to seek the kingdom as I do.
If you don’t reply earlier to this letter
I will write more letters
For I know you already blessed my hand
To write a thousand scrolls of paper
But let my concerns matter.
My heart is open to receive your reply.
You already know every detail in my heart
For truth is my real nature.