Judgement Day

I want to get out of the lion’s den

And enjoy myself in the garden of Eden,

The caves are dark without light,

Every hour looks like a night

Wondering how to fight without sight.

I tried so hard to be a saint

Even though Iam struggling in faith,

I still hear stories that give me hope.

I am sweating to reach the top

And I am staying principled like a cop.

My forefathers have been waiting for centuries,

For the final judgement day

And I have a feeling it’s now closer.

Is it worth it?

He gives me pain

He is attractive but messy

He is a chocolated pepper

I love him so much but

Is it worth it?

I can’t imagine

How I cry for him

Is love too big

For this torment?

Is it worth it?

I am in love

With the devil

Maybe love is my demon

What if you could change

Rolling from downtown I was a nobody,

Some still remember me as a child,

Not what I came here to do.

I wanted to change the lives of millions,

Millions were present but they were offline like cellphones on airplane mode,

I asked myself what if I could change the lives of one hundred thousand people?

Only to find one hundred thousand on airplane mode,

It made me question my purpose being here.

What if I could change the lives of one thousand people?

I was desperate for an answer and it made me wonder if my questions could be answered?

What if I could change the lives of hundred people?

Maybe the world was closing it’s ears with earphones?

What if  I could change the lives of 10 people?

The more I reduced the numbers, hope started fading away

I asked myself again what if I could change the life of one person?

That’s when it all started by changing the life of one person.

I inspired someone who was about to commit suicide and he didn’t die,

It made me understand that’s it’s all about impact not numbers. Even though I changed the life of one person, my life also changed to.

Words can change people’s lives, words can destroy people’s lives. What is it you are delivering to the world? I can no longer ask myself the same question but let me ask you. What if you could change the life of one person? I have changed the lives of more than three thousand people but it had to start with one. I am talking to the youth who have a thousand dreams and aspirations, you see no limits for you are already seeing millions, I will not thwart your pride.

I am still going to ask you, what if you could change the life of one person?

What if you were called to offer people just one lesson?

What if you could start with one dream?

I know and I believe all your dreams will come true by starting with one dream. You are here to make a difference.

What if you could change the life of one person?

Scared to death

I am scared to death

Because I don’t want to mess up

But I can no longer

Keep my feelings a secret

I am imperfect

But my love for you is perfect.

I should have told you sooner

But being a perfectionist

Made me live in hell

While waiting

For the perfect moment.

There is no perfect moment

There is only a perfect you.

Just let me know

If you feel the same.

Truth to Face

When you are sinking

Into the silence of death

Disappearing like dust

Thrown in the air

You will realise

That time is not fair

For you want to keep living.

You can’t even get a chance

To write your last message

To your loved ones.

This life is too short

To empty all of you

To the world.

Your last understanding

On your departure

Is to remember

That people know

Half of the truth

About who you were.

Some things

You wish people knew

Will remain a secret

Not because you wanted it that way

But there wasn’t enough time

To relay the message.

Who will be the first

To finish this life race

For time moves at a faster pace

Even though we go to a better place,

Orphans are left to live in a nest.

With the death of a legend

The whole library will be burnt,

Too much wisdom subtracted

And we are all affected.

This is the truth we all face.

Love confession

I wish I could blame my eyes

Or even blame my heart

And even my mind

For being attracted to you.

Let me be bold as a man

Let me take the crime

And I am right her confessing to you

I like you and   I am willing

To know about you.

I might be a stranger

But all friends were once strangers.

I want to go further than a mile

And be more than a friend.

This is me pouring my heart to you

Linda.

The ills of society (2)

Dear society

Let me be back on it again. The culture we crave as a people is being stomped on.

The 21st century children are dropping African norms, and it’s sounds funny to me that the same society blames them for abandoning these norms.

Aren’t you the ones who failed to teach. If I still remember well a community is made sound by people. I am a product of the community.

It’s not only my parents who made me upright. What about the teachers at school. What about the neighbor next door?  What about the councilors, MP’s and the President at large. All these contributed intentionally and passively.

Look then at old folks telling their buddies about a child lacking manners from next door, the simple focus is shaming the child or even the parents for failing to teach their child but you offer no corrections

That same child you are leaving going astray will affect your grandchildren one day. All manners learnt are not only results of being taught but seen for all children learn by imitation not only what you tell them.

Action speak louder than words right. Your words don’t matter anymore than your actions. I also asked around trying to get a full set of what we call manners in this society. Nobody can even tell me these norms to cross even 10 meaningful ones but we are only good  at noticing good manners from bad manners after a bad act is done. What a poor way of learning about manners.

Moreover stop mixing African religion with tradition or culture.  Does it mean leaving African religion is leaving African norms for many mix the two to become one.

Even if we want to go deeper, who said African medicine was bad. The moment you trying connecting this to African religion people bail out. Look now what made ” Zumbani” so popular. Some African medicine still laying around.

This is the 21st century, no African man has written a single book on African medicine which would be verified by  health sciences in medical labs.  We talk too much of these herbs orally.

What then, if these old folks leave this Earth without getting real information on African herbs or are we still bragging with pride that you have more wisdom than the youth.

Will that pride amount to something because the same youth will become old like you without a legacy of your existence. What a poor Africa?

Who will go deeper in putting African (hunhu/Ubuntu) in a syllabus for we are tired of old folks noticing bad manners without remedy.

A society can be ill, but who will design a remedy set aside for reference. A Christian community is better it can not be perfect but at least they can do remedies using the Bible.

If these African norms are so important, set aside a remedy book for reference for no one wants to hear you blubber nonsense. I beg your forgiveness if I am too hard, what would I do to get real answers from you when you are archiving them in your hearts. Let me do the unspeakable for others to solve their unspeakable problems. After all appreciate my intentions not my act.

Let her

You lure her into romance

And abuse her emotionally

And beat her physically

Neither do you let her

Grow spiritually.

Let her hate you!

You take her for granted

You don’t listen to her speak

As your presence disappear

Like smoke in the air.

Let her walk away!

You drive her insane

And you want her to endure pain

You treat her like a slave

And you want her

To act like your queen.

Let her scold you!

You keep her in the shadows

And shut all her windows

While you flourish

In your own pride

Let her haunt you!

Let me brag

I find rehabilitation in her arms

A lady so fine making me feel like a boss

She is my medicine, my only dose

She is all I want as a painkiller

I walk down the road without insecurities

For I am well cared for

I am the man standing firm

Like a pillar because she is in my life

Let me brag, I find heaven in my wife.

In her heart is a fortress filled with love.

Apology

“I have lived half my life single,

What makes you think

I cant live without you”

I remember I said this in anger.

I close my eyes and I see you

I open my eyes and still see you

I look in the sky and your image is still painted in blue.

I broke up with you last week

But I have been thinking about you all week,

Missing you so bad now I am feeling sick

Lied to myself ” I don’t need you”

My life has been modified by you.

I thought I don’t need an upgrade

Yet an upgrade was all I needed

And I found it in you.

It’s hard for me as it is,

Please accept my apology

For I have never said sorry in my entire life,

I am really really sorry.

Please forgive me.

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