A CHANCE TO READ YOUR TRUTH

Over the past years I have seen colleagues and friends alike trying to define my happiness in the context of themselves.

“If you don’t play basketball, you have never tasted happiness”

I have heard this a thousand times in different versions and this never worked for me. At first I thought I was the mad one, thinking that I was crazy was an upgrade. Those were my thoughts. Growing up I realized my taste buds to happiness are never the same with those of others.

I was mad, but I was crazy  or mad enough to discover my personal truth. You can lie to others but don’t make the mistake of lying to yourself. Your taste buds to happiness will not always be the same to those of others. So stop following someone’s blueprint of happiness.  To make things worse there are certain people who think they are happier more than you are and even feel pity for you. I am sorry we do not have a scale to measure everyone’s degree of happiness. However if that scale existed, some cadres would be shocked of what they would see.

Let’s focus on your happiness because inside yourself, is a good scale for measuring your level of happiness.

Happiness is basically a feeling, and nobody  can tell you how you feel except you. Even doctors who are known for prescribing medicine cannot detect pain or feeling. Even doctors ask  you how you are feeling so that they can prescribe the best medicine for your pain. They can tell you about your sickness but will they tell you how much pain you feel within your body. My point is that happiness is just a feeling as any other feeling, which is always left to be felt by you.

I can’t detect your feelings, I can’t detect your happiness, so allow no one to tell you what makes you happy. The truth is that they don’t know. What they say happiness is, is  basically the projection of their happiness in their own context. They think you  are like them. Introverts and extroverts alike are further classified into sub categories but still the list will never end until you position yourself for what you  truly are.

I once heard a story of a divine being saying, ” I am who I am” and I am telling you today. ” You are who you are”  I just dislike the fact that people can lie to themselves to the point of repeating a lie until they believe it to be true.

I don’t mind if you lie to me but never make a mistake of lying to yourself. This is your first antidote to personal development.  Let me be blunt as a bravest soldier’s sword. Keep reading a lot of books in the world but if you cannot read a book called  “YOU” you are going nowhere. Wisdom is knowing who you are.

Tell me

If my love can’t heal you

Then my love is dust

If  you can’t enjoy my love

Then loving you is not a must

If you don’t care about my feelings

I  should not stay to get hurt.

If I can’t express my feelings

Then I am building castles in the air.

If I am nothing to you please tell me

For me to walk away in peace

If I am of no purpose to you

Then don’t rob away my chance to find purpose.

A day in church

Belief is something you follow and do blindly hoping things will be okay, without a proper reason to why, when and how. Knowledge is something you do based on understanding. There is existence of reason, why you do what you do and how.

We perish because we don’t have knowledge. Jesus did what he did based on his knowledge of God not of man neither did he base on belief. Jesus didn’t believe in God, he knew God. However followers of Christ, follow based on belief more than knowledge. Because we never understand what true knowledge is, we never understand its power and our minds are too brittle to handle the knowledge we want to know.

And Christ just left a simple message, those who believe in him shall inherit the kingdom of God, because he is the way. It was not about having knowledge about God. He simplified for humanity to bank on Belief than knowledge. So the best knowledge you have so far is to believe.

Those who believe shall be remembered by grace not by deeds. I do not know to those who claim to know or who think that they have knowledge of God will succeed.

Our minds are too small to have all knowledge but our minds are enough to believe. Do not let your belief or faith be taken away from you because that’s all you have. It’s best we spend our lives helping each other to believe. Boost our faith that is the best unity. Who is beside you to boost your faith?

LOVE MEASUREMENT

love measurement

if you don’t know how to measure love, you will never know who loves you and don’t. some say love cannot be measured yet we all know that, what cannot be measured cannot be explained. let me be the first to measure.

love is when i have 1 bottle of coca cola drink yet i am thirsty and i chose to give you to drink alone but the fact that you already know i am thirsty too, you also chose not to drink alone and prefer drinking together from the same bottle.
( principle of sharing)

love is when i am in the middle of danger then i tell you to escape so that i deal with my danger alone but you prefer to be part of my fight even though i wanted your safety and your peace
( sharing problems)

love is when i give you all of my small income whilst not comparing me to a rich man who offers 10 % of his total income to her partner even when it’s higher than my total income. i sacrifice but he affords, but many fall for the one who can afford than one who sacrifice.
( principle of sacrifice)

love is not about being physically present, and emotionally unavailable. your presence should be felt like a wifi network signal. romance physically but remember to connect intellectually and emotionally.
( principle of presence)

if you hear your partner speak don’t listen to reply, listen to understand, be in your partner’s shoes not in your mind.
( principle of empathy)

“so you don’t trust me?” is a silly excuse to hide something, give me something to trust you. you don’t have to force it on me i have to gain it. trust is gained as much as respect is earned.
( principle of trust)

just a nugget for your thought.

i wouldn’t argue with slay queens who say being financially secure is more important than being in love. after all they are not meant for love but i am glad they know that love has less to do with being financially secure

My third letter to God

It did take long

But you still came with an answer

Just as you heard the cry of Israelites

In bondage while in Egypt.

“Ask and you shall receive”

I asked and I received

And you keep protecting me

In my endeavors

For I don’t want to be deceived.

Pride is my weakness please make me humble

For I am tempted to fly high like an eagle

But i don’t want to be divorced

From your glory.

You are the giver of life

Alpha and Omega.

The purpose I yearned for,

I found it in you,

I am an extension of your kingdom

When people see me

They will see your glory

Even though my story will not be added to the biblical story.

I come down on my knees

To sing with the angels

” Glory, Glory, Glory….”

Amen

The Curtain

The Curtain

When a smile becomes a curtain
To cover all the hidden sorrows,
The truth inside the heart stays locked,
We fear displaying sadness
For boredom seems to be better than being ashamed.
Our number one goal is perfection
So that we get a reputation.
We only show the world our failures
When we are at the top of success,
Just like any fairytale story
Having a happy ending
For a successful end dignifies
The failures and struggles we had.
We know we can let go and do better
But we stay behind the curtain anyway.
We always fail to realise that we are humans,
But we have failed to live humanity.

My second letter to God

Almighty God, the heavens are yours

The Earth is yours my breath is yours

And I am all yours.

How will I know my purpose

If you don’t tell me?

If I am meant to discover it,

And I am lost in the meanders of life

Wouldn’t I waste time

And expire in this earthly timeline?

It will be a ” MISSION FAILED”

I don’t mind being tried and tested

But you know how much I hate to fail

Please consider my request in your heavenly mail,

I know you said I am heavenly sent

And I want to remain in your right hand,

Please pay my earthly rent in time

For I don’t want to pray for protection of my life,

But I want to be focused on the mission you sent me,

Please reply me for me to download your message via my dream portal,

I am not Joseph the dreamer but bring me the keys to my mission,

And I also propose to become the  next mission keeper.

Remember me from today until the end of time

And be with me all the time

For I don’t want to miss my prime time.

Time is an infinite resource but not for you

You can work to get more money but you cannot work to get more time

Ladies and gentlemen, time is an infinite resource but for human life on earth, time is never regained When you have a purpose to live for do so. Some might know their purpose but postpone their purpose

How dare can we make life useless by postponing the real reason we are here.

So start today with making a timetable of all your goals and aspirations.

We had timetables at schools that were followed. Every work station where we work are timetables

Duties we follow are timetabled, working hours timetabled, even break time and lunch hour timetabled

And some of us are professionals at organizing timetables at the workplace. Our duties and responsibilities are clearly spelt out but we cannot spell our duties to our lifetime

When are you going to organize a timetable of your own life?

It’s now time to make daily timetables that are relevant to our life purpose. What do you offer the world, seeds or fruits? What output or outcome are you producing? Some say time flies, I beg to differ time is wasted. Some say time is money, I beg to differ time is life purpose. Every human being has two things to consider LIFE and TIME. That’s why if we combine LIFE and TIME for a human being I call it LIFETIME

What are you doing with your LIFETIME?

What will you achieve in your LIFETIME?

What is the purpose of your lifetime?

Use your energy while you still can. If you want to run better run because if you cannot spend time it will definitely spend you.

Foolish me

I once thought love was a myth

Until it became all I can breath.

Who is foolish now?

Its me !

I have been baptised in an ocean of love

And I am not swimming out of it.

Who is she?

My bachelorhood friends asked me.

I told them her name was Linda

For they were surprised who made me a believer.

I was known for scribbling motivational scripts,

Until love became all I could decrypt

Perhaps let me say it’s “Destiny”

A word that could not be found in my dictionary before I was in love.

If you don’t believe in love

It has not reached to you yet

For I was one of the most hard headed person,

Who only believed in formulas.

Look at me, I am the foolish one.

The Present

The present

She was worried to give me a present
When she is the one I took for a present,
She took the whole day thinking about me,
I am grateful she was thinking about We.
It is love that I see in her that any other man would want to receive,
This is just an introduction of what I am saying about her,
But she is more than what I feel about her.
Am I the lucky one? I am feeling like I am the anointed one.
This makes me love her more
For her love diaries are bigger than a castle built of gold,
For that reason,let me appreciate her in boldness.
It’s more than love in the air that made us a pair.

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